New Start!!

I decided to get a blog.. Good idea or bad? I don't know yet.. Hopefully it will help me vent.. There has been way too much stress in my life lately.. I kind of just want it all to go away. I tend to sleep a lot to avoid confrontation. I'm overweight. I'm kind of a mess..

 

A little more about me.. I'm a 19 year old college student. I attend a small private university. I have two roommates who I love and I have a kind or boyfriend back home. I love and miss him a lot but unforunatley I'm not sure he feels the same..

 

I'm starting a diet.. I'm tired of being fat. I'm really trying to get my self image together. Im 5'8'' and I weight 160 right now. I've started tanning and I'm really going to turn my life around. I hope. This quarter and last, my grades are pretty bad. I'm really homesick, and I party a little too hard.. But doesn't everyone at some point?? I just really need to get my act together!

 

Bllahh I can't believe its already 2:40.. I really should be getting some sleep soon. So much to do tomorrow. My roomie wants me to fast with her the rest of the week.. I'm hypoglycemic so I'm not too sure that'd be great for my health :( or my metabolism..

 

Today's To Do's

 

Biostats lecture

Study for biostats

Western Civ lecture

Tanning

Study for western civ midterm

Study for music midterms

Party :)  (guess I don't have to do this :p)

 

 

Intake

 

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Outtake